Fear is the mind killer…

“I must not fear.Fear is the mind-killer.Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.I will face my fear.I will permit it to pass over me and through me.And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path.Where the fear has gone there will be nothing.Only I will remain.” -Frank [...]

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This is the ONE half decent photo I have of the elevation ceremony. I am giving my green belt back to Master Harold and I have to tell you that was hard. Lady Elise, from Ruantallan made it for me, she stamped the tip with a seated wolf and I was sore put to give [...]

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no wonder I feel this way

according to this online quiz thingy I have some issues with my root chaakra and my power chakra. well duh… but it confims what I have been thinking that someone stuck a great fist in my solar plexus and left it there. It hurts, I can’t eat and I feel sick. especialyl when I am [...]

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Rites of Passage

So… where to begin? Shall I begin with last November which is when this great conspiracy began or shall I begin when I got an email from Master Harold saying the he and Mistress Aine were planning anther trip to Europe because they had so much fun in Italy and this time they might do [...]

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Spring in North Germany

This is what one sees in North Germany in spring, fields and fields of rhaps or Rape ( Canola for the North Americans). There is nothing like it anywhere, these brilliant yellow fields which almost seem to glow when the sun shines. When the flowers give off their pollen the air is filled with a [...]

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yeah yeah

I’m a slack-ass what can I say?Not too much to write about because I am busy doing stuff, house work, scrolls, writing… It is sunny and warm and spring… well it was never really winter here this year. will update I promise…when I find somethinginteresting to tell yas!

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